I’m proud of myself in some areas and less proud in others.
The book I mentioned last week (Not A Fan.) is getting more and more difficult
to complete. It’s really some deep stuff. Today it asked me, “What am I
enslaved to?” OK, I can maybe admit that. It then took it a step forward and
told you to make an altar to it and kneel in front of it to worship. WHAT????
WHO DOES THAT??
I suppose we do equivalent things every day when we have
time for everything/one else but God. I’m a HUGE victim of this. I had all
sorts of meetings and events to go to this week and I’ve been stressing out
like crazy, but yet I haven’t really laid my burdens on God.
I worry so much about the future and forget that every
moment forthcoming is not guaranteed. I have to follow Jesus the best I can
knowing that God is a understanding God.
I also have to start reading my Bible to really understand
Jesus and develop a relationship with Him. I can read a fiction novel
(especially romance) in NO TIME, but I don’t know the last time I actually sat
down and read my Bible.
Sometimes I feel like I’m blocking myself from changing.
Maybe it’s fear. No use sitting around and analyzing my problems when I can
simply just take action. Hopefully the next time I write I will have made some
improvements.
Love,
BK
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